I’m not ready to grow up. I’m not ready to stop seeing the familiar faces that surround me. I’m not ready to lose friends. I’m not ready for graduation parties. I’m not ready to miss people. I’m not ready for distance. I’m not ready to be a senior. I’m not ready for my last year of high school cheerleading. I’m not ready for my best friend to be farther than up the road from me. I’m not ready for things to change.
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When you’ve hit rock bottom. When you cry everyday. When you can’t handle your problems. When you can’t stand yourself. When you try your hardest to be happy but it doesn’t work. When you feel your heart break. When your nerves won’t let you eat. When you realize you can’t trust anyone. When you have to face the world. When you realize you aren’t good enough. When people walk away from you so easily. When your taken for granted. When you push people away because you know you’ll end up hurt or hurting them. When you give up on what you want for someone else’s happiness. When you feel your life and all you have slipping through your fingers. When you feel all of this hit you at one time.
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